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Monday, September 3, 2007

I hate this.

Things of mine to see:

I'm being like that again. You know, don't you? If you don't want to hear it, please don't.

I've got myself stuck in a bad place now. My parents were nearly ready to get me a better digital piano than I have, which would have been a really nice thing to have. That's a good thing.

But now I think I want out of piano lessons. I don't think I should keep wasting half an hour of my instructor's and my time or $20 of my dad's money every Thursday. I'm not getting anywhere, and I don't know that I can say I enjoy learning the instrument. I hate feeling like I'm going nowhere, and that's exactly what I feel like is happening.

I guess if I stop that leaves me to continue being talentless. I mean, I can't draw, play an instrument, hell, I can't even write half the time anymore. I have until Wednesday to decide before the first lesson of the season, otherwise we'll end up pre-paying for the nine months or something like that. This is such a hard decision.

I am nothing but a failure anymore.

*howls*
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